Oh man, finally its moving day! But boo at the fact that im only 1/4th of the way done.
I finished packng almost everything into the car, now I just have to wait till 5 for my best friend to get off work then off to the new studio!
Im all giddy ;)
now lunch and maybe a little invader zim.
sakara its hard for me to let something go that was meaning full. and i hope that my persistence shows that. I know we had good and bad times, but all in all were just people. you were the closest person to me for a long while, and for the most part i didnt have much to return. but we can make it up, fix or forget. i do want to
How dare you.
I can’t count the times me, and others, have made it perfectly clear I want nothing to do with you timothy saad. And for the fact that you keep trying to get me to talk to you and forgive you is appalling. I hit you in the face TWO times, and I can say I hardly regret it. Why do you keep being so fucking persistent? I hate you, point blank. You have done so many horrible things to me and I can’t count how many times you would tell me “ I’m so sorry, I promise I will be a better friend, I won’t do it again, I promise you, you are my best friend I don’t want to do that to you, let’s fix this I want to”. Please at this point it’s all fucking lies. I am finally happy, I’m not in an abusive friendship anymore & you should realize this and be happy, at the least. Shed your fucking tears and move on in life like I have. Hopefully you can get all the help you need to live a semi normal and happy life, and maybe then you can be healthy enough to have a stable friendship with others, and who knows maybe you will find another to be close to Tim. But you have lost any and all chances of even being a friend of mine. I will never forgive everything you have done to me. Now please, for the millionth time,
“I want to make sure I’m with a girl that’s a good kisser, and that when I wake up, I have coffee and a cigarette. That’s all I really want out of life. That, and world domination.”—Ryan Adams, Rolling Stone (2002)
“It isn’t possible to love and to part. You will wish that it was. You can transmute love, ignore it, muddle it, but you can never pull it out of you. I know by experience that the poets are right: love is eternal.”—E. M. Forster, A Room With a View (via coven)
“The world of the grotesque is the darkness within us. Well before Freud and Jung shone a light on the workings of the subconscious, the correlation between darkness and our subconscious, these two forms of darkness, was obvious to people. It wasn’t a metaphor, even. If you trace it back further, it wasn’t even a correlation. Until Edison invented the electric light, most of the world was covered in darkness. The physical darkness outside and the inner darkness of the soul were mixed together, with no boundary separating the two. They were directly linked.”—Haruki Murakami (via zealotry)
“I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it’s true I’m here, and I’m just as strange as you.”—Frida Kahlo